I don't think you have any idea of the hell i live in
As I lay here, still frozen and broken
With but a beating heart to contridict
How lifeless I truely am
You can't hear my cries
Or this dreadful scream
You'd be mortified
If you knew my suffering
The way I long for you to hold me
To guide the way, take the pain and repair what's left of me. You see, when you left you tore away pieces, the things that made me. Leaving me with fear and anxiety to claw away a clear mentality. Trapping me in this haunted dream.
a coma.
Tramatized and trapped
Somewhere between reality
And what id like to believe
This place I call hell
Where my darkest secrets
Are demons
that pollute my mind
where life and death are intertwind
Destroying my heavenly haven
The place I like to hide
There is no escape
I'm trapped like a bird in a cage
I'm lost inside this maze
And deprived from gods grace
For the poison in the lies that I ate
Has diluted my faith
Now I've decomposed into this confused state
And you, you're nowhere to be found. You promised me change and new fate. Lies of love and beauty we'd create. You took my hand and lead me astray. You sang me to hell, told me to run way as you lost control, you became nothing.
You tretrous snake!
Crawling on your belly
Drawing me to your missery
And dissapearing
Right before your skeams
Are seen clearly
So you slither in silence
And you lurk behind me
Haunting my every move
Towards that impending doom
The last thing left to lose
A soul that couldn't choose.
Maybe if you knew
I'm right here waiting for you
So return to me
Bring me sanity
& Change this destiny
For all eternity.
Yes let there be a victory
Please, return to me
Sobriety.
